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Something seems off, mentally. I spent the majority of the day with my brain racing, I couldn't stay focused on anything. With the exception of art, then when I stared in on a project I didn't stop until I was completely done, and now it's 3am. I have to work in the morning, I'll be forced away in less then 4 hours now. This type of thing doesn't happen often to me, though it has happened now enough times that I have to wonder if something is wrong with me.
I was driving and could barely keep my eyes focused on the road my mind was just jumping around too much, eye darting. The last time I remember this happening, I went on a sleepless binge of art-drawing for about 38 hours. I'm glad I at least recognized that it was happening again and thus I've stopped for now well at least long enough to try and sleep, but even when I try that it's difficult as my mind is still keeping me up with rapid-fire thinking. I can't even remember half the stuff I think about, like it's going too fast for me to process. I wanted to write this down so I could try and organize my thoughts, and keep a record of how I'm feeling as it happens. I also felt tired, ache and had a massive migraine all day despite taking some excedrin to try and dull the pain. I should probably talk to a doctor about it.
I was driving and could barely keep my eyes focused on the road my mind was just jumping around too much, eye darting. The last time I remember this happening, I went on a sleepless binge of art-drawing for about 38 hours. I'm glad I at least recognized that it was happening again and thus I've stopped for now well at least long enough to try and sleep, but even when I try that it's difficult as my mind is still keeping me up with rapid-fire thinking. I can't even remember half the stuff I think about, like it's going too fast for me to process. I wanted to write this down so I could try and organize my thoughts, and keep a record of how I'm feeling as it happens. I also felt tired, ache and had a massive migraine all day despite taking some excedrin to try and dull the pain. I should probably talk to a doctor about it.
Request Guidlines
Recently I've been getting a lot of requests. Which is great and I really enjoy making stuff for other people. However, I think I need to make some guidelines about what I am willing to do for those who are interested in making a request in the future.
If you want to request a picture from me, send me a note. I only do ONE request per person.If you want to commission me for more work I'd love that. But I can't make you 10+ images that can take anywhere from 2-5 hours each without asking for something in return.No backgrounds.I am an illustrator, which means I specialize in drawing characters. It also means my backgrounds look like a 6 year
What I'm up to: Art in another form
So I haven't done much artwork on Deviantart recently. Mostly meaning I haven't drawn on my tablet/computer in a while. Why? Well I've been working like mad on some sewing projects, which I like to think of as it's own form of art. I got a standing quilting frame so now I can actually finish my blanket projects I've been working on. I should probably take a few pictures and maybe post them for you guys. I don't know if that'd be something you all would be interested it, but don't think I'm just dead or gone forever. I'm just working on different projects that aren't drawing.
I was given a cross-stitching lap quilt kit over a year ago and fin
Don Bluth is back!
I was so excited when I was informed about this awesome kickstarter. For those of you that grew up on the amazing works of Don Bluth (many without realizing who was the mastermind behind their childhood horrors/dreams), the animator behind such movies as The Secret of Nimh, All Dogs go to Heaven, An American Tail, The Land Before Time, Anatasia, Titan A.E., Rock A Doodle, and video games Space Ace and Dragons Lair. Bluth is once again taking up the old pen and paper to make a Dragons Lair Movie!
I would love for anyone who enjoyed those films as a kid to at least check it out or just spread the word to people you think might be interested in
Hypomania
I think I'm finally coming to terms about a side of myself I've been trying to ignore since I was a teenager. Well doesn't that sound like I"m leading into a coming-out type statement, but it kinda is, in a different way then traditionally thought. I have bipolar disorder, I haven't been diagnosed but I know myself better then anyone, and I'm the only one who knows what goes on in my mind.
It's hard for me to admit, since I grew up knowing my aunt was 'crazy.' She has bipolar disorder and her kids vowed never to have kids of their own because they didn't want to pass this particular genetic disorder on to anyone else. Which always made me pr
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